{"id":1388115,"date":"2016-04-01T10:00:09","date_gmt":"2016-04-01T14:00:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/community.sparknotes.com\/?p=1388115"},"modified":"2016-03-31T10:08:28","modified_gmt":"2016-03-31T14:08:28","slug":"from-the-diaries-of-minerva-mcgonagall-june-28-1954","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"\/blog\/from-the-diaries-of-minerva-mcgonagall-june-28-1954\/","title":{"rendered":"From the Diaries of Minerva McGonagall: June 28, 1954"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"https:\/\/img.sparknotes.com\/content\/sparklife\/sparktalk\/minervaF_LargeWide.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"701\" height=\"394\" \/>Dear Diary,<\/p>\n<p>Dougal McGregor walked me to town again. I&#8217;ve stopped telling him I don&#8217;t need walking.<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s an interesting young man\u2014and a Muggle, which means I can only tell him a small part of what my life has been like at that &#8220;boarding school&#8221; my parents sent me to. A few pranks, a few stories about winning prizes, never clarifying that the prizes were for transfiguring a chandelier into a snowfall.<\/p>\n<p>He has stories, too. I never really thought about what Muggle children must have done, during those years when I was learning arithmancy and transfiguration, but of course he also went to school, and he was also top of his class. He won a prize for mathematics, and another one for memorizing poetry. I don&#8217;t have a single poem memorized, and he has more than I can count. He recited one for me, about comparing a person to a summer day. The language felt like magic. It made me sad that I had missed learning all of that at Hogwarts. That I missed learning everything he knew.<\/p>\n<p>Dougal is going to stay in the village and work on his father&#8217;s farm. He cares so much about his crops and his livestock, the ground and the sun and the water and all of it. (It&#8217;s one more thing \u00a0that he&#8217;s studied \u00a0and I don&#8217;t understand.) I&#8217;d love for him to meet Pomona; I think they&#8217;d be good friends. But he never can. She doesn&#8217;t know the Muggle world at all, and can&#8217;t pretend she lives in it.<\/p>\n<p>When I talk to Muggles it is like I am transforming into someone else; I have to remember what Muggles do, and how they think. I have to remember that they walk towards objects and turn on lights and must do every little bit of work themselves, from stirring pots to scrubbing floors. Dougal doesn&#8217;t even notice how much work he does every day, his \u00a0tanned, freckled arms constantly lifting and moving and carrying. I notice, though. I feel like I notice everything he does. I wonder how much he notices about me.<\/p>\n<p>He knows that I am leaving at the end of the summer to take a job \u00a0in London. He teases me about it, tells me I&#8217;ll become posh. I won&#8217;t, though. Wizards are rarely posh. But I know\u2014because I&#8217;ve come to know him\u2014that Dougal is really saying that he&#8217;s worried I&#8217;ll change. That we won&#8217;t be able to be friends anymore, if I&#8217;m a city \u00a0girl and he&#8217;s a village boy.<\/p>\n<p>But he doesn&#8217;t know that I&#8217;m already different. I don&#8217;t think of myself as a village girl. I didn&#8217;t \u00a0think of the village at all when I was at Hogwarts. I thought of my family, I wrote them letters, but I never thought of the place I was born as somewhere I belonged. I was always meant to go to Hogwarts, and now I&#8217;m meant to be a part of the magical world.<\/p>\n<p>I wish I could tell Dougal everything about me. I want him to know me, not just the Muggle part of me that he thinks he likes. I wonder if he would like all of me, if he knew who I really was. I already know I like him. I think I like him more than anyone I&#8217;ve ever met.<\/p>\n<p>Yours faithfully,<\/p>\n<p>Minerva<\/p>\n<p><em>Previously in <a href=\"http:\/\/community.sparknotes.com\/2016\/03\/21\/from-the-diaries-of-minerva-mcgonagall-may-2-1954\" target=\"_blank\">The Diaries of Minerva McGonagall<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dougal is a dish and a half, we aren&#8217;t even mad that he&#8217;s a Muggle. Are you sold on his freckly, box-lifting arms??<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Diary, Dougal McGregor walked me to town again. I&#8217;ve stopped telling him I don&#8217;t need walking. 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