Summary
With the start of summer comes Ellen's unhappy stay at
her mama's mama's house. Beforehand, Ellen tells Roy and Julia that
she would rather be sent to reform school or work on a chain gang
than live with her crazy, mean- spirited grandmother. But they are
powerless to save Ellen and can only promise to see her on visits.
These visits never transpire, however, as Julia, for some unexplained
reason, is fired from her job as the school's art teacher, and she
and Roy move away. Sometimes, Ellen receives a letter from Julia.
In packing for her grandmother's house, Ellen leaves most
of her belongings behind and brings with her only the money she
has been saving. Of the time she spent at her grandmother's house,
Ellen says it is like a record being played at the wrong speed.
Her grandmother's car reminds Ellen of the undertaker's car at her
mother's funeral, only it is a different color. During the ride
to her house, Ellen's grandmother does not even speak to Ellen,
except to ask her when school begins again. Ellen laments that if
she had known then what her summer with her grandmother would be
like, she would have jumped out of the moving car and run off.
Initially, Ellen assumes that her grandmother treats her
cruelly because she is disappointed that Ellen is not a beautiful
girl. Ellen admits that she is not a exactly a "vision," but she
does have "good intentions that count." She also assumes that because
her grandmother is wealthy, staying with her will not be completely
terrible, so she should make the best of it while she is there.
This optimism, however, does not last long. By July, Ellen refers
to her grandmother as "the damn witch," and no longer cares about
her wealth, as she now understands that it is irrelevant to her
happiness.
At her grandmother's insistence, Ellen sleeps in the bedroom
that once belonged to her mother and has nightmares of ghosts. Ellen
is convinced that her grandmother has meant for her to have these nightmares
and wonders why she treats her so cruelly.
At the very start of Ellen's stay, her grandmother wakes
her up at sunrise and sends her to work with the field hands picking
cotton in the excruciating summer heat. The other field hands, all
of whom are black, refer to Ellen's grandmother as the "bosslady,"
as she is the one who owns the cotton fields on which they work.
Mavis, one of the field hands, is especially kind to Ellen, and
Mavis teaches her how to work the fields and stay cool. Whenever
Ellen falls behind, Mavis will help catch her up. She thinks it
is absurd that a white child would be sent to work on the field
and tells Ellen with a little laugh that her people were "born to
chop" and that is why they are such steadfast workers. Ellen, however,
does not think this is at all funny. Mavis also tells Ellen that
she had been raised with her mother, who was regarded as smart,
sweet, and her mother's pet, for she was the only child not ordered
to work the fields. Since her mother's death, her grandmother, the
bosslady, has been "touched." Ellen wants to examine encyclopedias
to find a diagnosis for her grandmother, though she feels she would
not know where to begin.
After a month of working the fields, Ellen thinks to herself
how she could "pass for a colored now," and how race no longer makes any
difference to her.
Ellen and her grandmother do not eat at the same table,
except for on Sundays, when they do not speak to one another. After
dinner each night, Ellen walks to Mavis's house and spies on her
family. She takes notes on their behavior and compiles a list of
what attributes a family should have and craves one for herself,
except one that is "white and with a little more money."
Eventually, Ellen understands that her grandmother is
using her to seek revenge on her father. She constantly reminds
Ellen how much she is like him, even though Mavis assures her that
she looks just like her mother. Ellen checks herself in the mirror
to be sure she has not metamorphosed into a vision of her father
and continually wonders how much influence he has had on her behavior.
While Ellen is at her grandmother's house, her father
dies of an alcohol-induced aneurysm. When her grandmother tells
Ellen the news, she slaps her hard across the face and dares her
to cry. Ellen tries not to and has never planned to, but a single
tear slips down her cheek. She compares her sadness at her father's
death to the sadness she feels when a movie star dies. Subsequently,
her grandmother demands that she never shed a tear again. This demand
paralyzes Ellen, as even by the last page of the novel, she still
cannot bring herself to cry.
Ellen does not attend her father's funeral, but her uncle
Rudolph stops by to deliver the flag that covered his casket, as
he had served in the war. Rudolph thought that Ellen should have
the flag, but her grandmother is disgusted and burns the flag in
wood fire later that night.
Shortly after her father's death, Ellen's grandmother
falls ill, and Ellen nurses her with the utmost care. The only subject
on which her grandmother can speak of with any lucidity is Ellen's
father. She continually berates Ellen for reminding her of him and
accuses her of helping him, presumably, kill her mother. She tells
Ellen that she must take better care of her than she did her own
mother.
Analysis
Chapter 10 exposes Ellen's acute
self-awareness, as was touched on in Chapter 5.
Initially, Ellen assumes that her grandmother is cruel to her because
she had hoped for a beautiful girl and instead, got only Ellen,
who, as she herself says, is "not exactly a vision." Ellen thus
assumes that her grandmother's cruelty is the result of her disappointment
in Ellen's appearance. Even when Ellen ascertains that her grandmother
is not cruel because of her lack of beauty, but because of her mere
association with her own father, she remains extremely self-conscious.
Ellen grows ever fearful when her grandmother constantly berates
her for how much she resembles her fatherin her eyes, especiallythough
Mavis comments more than once on Ellen's similarity to her mother.
Despite Mavis's reassurance, Ellen questions herself and wonders,
fearfully, if she has metamorphosed into her father. Her fear is
so great and her grandmother's comparison so insistent, that Ellen
"must check in the mirror to see if [she has] changed into him without
knowing or feeling it." Ellen is forever scarred by her grandmother's
comparison and says that even still, in her stable home, she wonders
if she has tricked herself into believing she is someone she is
not. Naturally, the last person Ellen would want to be like is her
father, whom she hates more than any one and with good reason. Thus,
her grandmother's redefinition of Ellen as her father is torturous.
As an eleven year old, Ellen is undergoing a period of self-criticism
and is just beginning to understand who she is. In comparing Ellen
to her father, her grandmother warps Ellen's fragile perception
of self, well aware that it will haunt her for years to come. In
hindsight, Ellen warns that if one is not careful, the strong persuasion
of others can alter one's awareness of self, as is the case with
Ellen and her grandmother.
Ellen's self-perception is altered also when she notices
that, after a month of farming, she could now "pass for a colored."
It is this realization that marks the true pivotal point in Ellen's
views on race, as she is coming to understand that, ultimately,
skin color is of no importance to her. Another indication of Ellen's
changing views on race and racism is her reaction to Mavis's statement
that her people were "born to chop," meaning that they were created
to perform manualor slavelabor. Although Mavis laughs at this,
Ellen cannot see the humor in it. Ellen's reaction infers that she
does not understand why blacks should be restrictedto or be created strictly
forbackbreaking work when they are clearly capable of more.
In her growing longing for a loving family, Ellen sneaks
down the path to Mavis's family's cabin each night after supper
to observe how they interact and takes notes on their behavior so
that she may learn how a "real" family operates. From her observations,
Ellen creates a list of "all a family should have," and, to her,
Mavis' family has it allexcept running water, wealth, and a light
skin tone. Later on, when Ellen has fully realized the meaninglessness
of race, she is deeply ashamed and remorseful for ever deprecating
Mavis's family with these three exceptions. Mavis and her family
embody the happiness, love, and stability that Ellen craves, as
does Starletta's family, though it takes much time for Ellen to
realize this, as her learned racism acts as a screen through which
she cannot see clearly.