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The weather grows warmer. Jack receives a call from his ex-wife Janet, now known as Mother Devi, asking if Heinrich can come and visit her. She tells him she wants only to talk in a spirit of peace and mutual affinity, to which he responds by hanging up.
The Hitler conference finally begins at College-on-the-Hill, and after making a few opening remarks in German, Jack spends most of the conference hiding in his office, particularly from the Germans. Jack keeps thinking of the gun Vernon gave him, of its power and secrecy.
Jack drives out to Autumn Harvest Farms for his tests, where his body is scrutinized with the latest equipment. After the tests, he meets with a man about the results. The man asks Jack a series of questions and constantly refers to Jack’s test results without actually revealing any of the numbers. The man asks him if he was exposed to Nyodene Derivative, and Jack denies it. He gives Jack an envelope and tells him to take it back to his doctor.
Jack and Murray go on a long walk through Blacksmith, during which Jack reveals all his fears and frustrations, including his inability to cope with death’s inevitability and his inability to live a meaningful life in the face of death. Murray notes that Jack turned to Hitler to save himself from death, to lose himself in Hitler’s power and aura, because “Hitler is larger than death.” As a purely intellectual argument, Murray says that one way of relieving a fear of dying is to kill. According to Murray, the act of killing rejuvenates the killer. He disagrees with Jack’s theory that “every plot is a murder in effect.” For Murray, plots affirm life and advance consciousness, and he believes that within every man lies a deep-seated rage that he can potentially tap into to become a killer.
Back home, Jack continues to throw away every unused, unwanted item he can find, blaming these objects for his inevitable death. A letter informing Jack of the arrival of his ATM card comes in the mail.
Lying in bed, Jack shares with Babette parts of his conversation with Murray. Thoughts of Mr. Gray flash through Jack’s mind, and the next day he begins to carry the gun. Jack learns that Orest Mercator’s attempt to set a record for sitting in a cage of poisonous snakes failed after Orest was bitten four times in four minutes by nonvenomous snakes. While walking through campus, Jack hears someone following him. He begins to duck and weave, as if he were being shot at or chased. When he finally stops to draw his gun and confront his pursuer, he discovers that it’s Winnie Richards. Winnie tells Jack that she’s read an article about the manufacturer and project manager behind Dylar. From her, Jack learns Mr. Gray’s real name, Willie Mink, and also about his unconventional methods of luring people to his motel room. Willie Mink, according to the article, now lives in that same motel room, having been fired from his job. Winnie tells Jack that he can find the motel in Germantown, a neighborhood he has never heard of.
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