ON the morning when
the final results of all the examinations were to be posted on the
bulletin board at Queen's, Anne and Jane walked down the street together.
Jane was smiling and happy; examinations were over and she was comfortably
sure she had made a pass at least; further considerations troubled Jane
not at all; she had no soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected
with the unrest attendant thereon. For we pay a price for everything we
get or take in this world; and although ambitions are well worth having,
they are not to be cheaply won, but exact their dues of work and
self-denial, anxiety and discouragement. Anne was pale and quiet; in ten
more minutes she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery.
Beyond those ten minutes there did not seem, just then, to be anything
worth being called Time.
"Of course you'll win one of them anyhow," said Jane, who couldn't
understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to order it otherwise.
"I have not hope of the Avery," said Anne. "Everybody says Emily Clay will
win it. And I'm not going to march up to that bulletin board and look at
it before everybody. I haven't the moral courage. I'm going straight to
the girls' dressing room. You must read the announcements and then come
and tell me, Jane. And I implore you in the name of our old friendship to
do it as quickly as possible. If I have failed just say so, without trying
to break it gently; and whatever you do don't sympathize with me.
Promise me this, Jane."
Jane promised solemnly; but, as it happened, there was no necessity for
such a promise. When they went up the entrance steps of Queen's they found
the hall full of boys who were carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their
shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices, "Hurrah for Blythe,
For a moment Anne felt one sickening pang of defeat and disappointment. So
she had failed and Gilbert had won! Well, Matthew would be sorry—he
had been so sure she would win.
Somebody called out:
"Three cheers for Miss Shirley, winner of the Avery!"
"Oh, Anne," gasped Jane, as they fled to the girls' dressing room amid
hearty cheers. "Oh, Anne I'm so proud! Isn't it splendid?"
And then the girls were around them and Anne was the center of a laughing,
congratulating group. Her shoulders were thumped and her hands shaken
vigorously. She was pushed and pulled and hugged and among it all she
managed to whisper to Jane:
"Oh, won't Matthew and Marilla be pleased! I must write the news home
Commencement was the next important happening. The exercises were held in
the big assembly hall of the Academy. Addresses were given, essays read,
songs sung, the public award of diplomas, prizes and medals made.
Matthew and Marilla were there, with eyes and ears for only one student on
the platform—a tall girl in pale green, with faintly flushed cheeks
and starry eyes, who read the best essay and was pointed out and whispered
about as the Avery winner.
"Reckon you're glad we kept her, Marilla?" whispered Matthew, speaking for
the first time since he had entered the hall, when Anne had finished her
"It's not the first time I've been glad," retorted Marilla. "You do like
to rub things in, Matthew Cuthbert."
Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and poked Marilla
in the back with her parasol.
"Aren't you proud of that Anne-girl? I am," she said.
Anne went home to Avonlea with Matthew and Marilla that evening. She had
not been home since April and she felt that she could not wait another
day. The apple blossoms were out and the world was fresh and young. Diana
was at Green Gables to meet her. In her own white room, where Marilla had
set a flowering house rose on the window sill, Anne looked about her and
drew a long breath of happiness.
"Oh, Diana, it's so good to be back again. It's so good to see those
pointed firs coming out against the pink sky—and that white orchard
and the old Snow Queen. Isn't the breath of the mint delicious? And that
tea rose—why, it's a song and a hope and a prayer all in one. And
it's good to see you again, Diana!"
"I thought you liked that Stella Maynard better than me," said Diana
reproachfully. "Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were infatuated
Anne laughed and pelted Diana with the faded "June lilies" of her bouquet.
"Stella Maynard is the dearest girl in the world except one and you are
that one, Diana," she said. "I love you more than ever—and I've so
many things to tell you. But just now I feel as if it were joy enough to
sit here and look at you. I'm tired, I think—tired of being studious
and ambitious. I mean to spend at least two hours tomorrow lying out in
the orchard grass, thinking of absolutely nothing."
"You've done splendidly, Anne. I suppose you won't be teaching now that
you've won the Avery?"
"No. I'm going to Redmond in September. Doesn't it seem wonderful? I'll
have a brand new stock of ambition laid in by that time after three
glorious, golden months of vacation. Jane and Ruby are going to teach.
Isn't it splendid to think we all got through even to Moody Spurgeon and
"The Newbridge trustees have offered Jane their school already," said
Diana. "Gilbert Blythe is going to teach, too. He has to. His father can't
afford to send him to college next year, after all, so he means to earn
his own way through. I expect he'll get the school here if Miss Ames
decides to leave."
Anne felt a queer little sensation of dismayed surprise. She had not known
this; she had expected that Gilbert would be going to Redmond also. What
would she do without their inspiring rivalry? Would not work, even at a
coeducational college with a real degree in prospect, be rather flat
without her friend the enemy?
The next morning at breakfast it suddenly struck Anne that Matthew was not
looking well. Surely he was much grayer than he had been a year before.
"Marilla," she said hesitatingly when he had gone out, "is Matthew quite
"No, he isn't," said Marilla in a troubled tone. "He's had some real bad
spells with his heart this spring and he won't spare himself a mite. I've
been real worried about him, but he's some better this while back and
we've got a good hired man, so I'm hoping he'll kind of rest and pick up.
Maybe he will now you're home. You always cheer him up."
Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla's face in her hands.
"You are not looking as well yourself as I'd like to see you, Marilla. You
look tired. I'm afraid you've been working too hard. You must take a rest,
now that I'm home. I'm just going to take this one day off to visit all
the dear old spots and hunt up my old dreams, and then it will be your
turn to be lazy while I do the work."
Marilla smiled affectionately at her girl.
"It's not the work—it's my head. I've got a pain so often now—behind
my eyes. Doctor Spencer's been fussing with glasses, but they don't do me
any good. There is a distinguished oculist coming to the Island the last
of June and the doctor says I must see him. I guess I'll have to. I can't
read or sew with any comfort now. Well, Anne, you've done real well at
Queen's I must say. To take First Class License in one year and win the
Avery scholarship—well, well, Mrs. Lynde says pride goes before a
fall and she doesn't believe in the higher education of women at all; she
says it unfits them for woman's true sphere. I don't believe a word of it.
Speaking of Rachel reminds me—did you hear anything about the Abbey
Bank lately, Anne?"
"I heard it was shaky," answered Anne. "Why?"
"That is what Rachel said. She was up here one day last week and said
there was some talk about it. Matthew felt real worried. All we have saved
is in that bank—every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the
Savings Bank in the first place, but old Mr. Abbey was a great friend of
father's and he'd always banked with him. Matthew said any bank with him
at the head of it was good enough for anybody."
"I think he has only been its nominal head for many years," said Anne. "He
is a very old man; his nephews are really at the head of the institution."
"Well, when Rachel told us that, I wanted Matthew to draw our money right
out and he said he'd think of it. But Mr. Russell told him yesterday that
the bank was all right."
Anne had her good day in the companionship of the outdoor world. She never
forgot that day; it was so bright and golden and fair, so free from shadow
and so lavish of blossom. Anne spent some of its rich hours in the
orchard; she went to the Dryad's Bubble and Willowmere and Violet Vale;
she called at the manse and had a satisfying talk with Mrs. Allan; and
finally in the evening she went with Matthew for the cows, through Lovers'
Lane to the back pasture. The woods were all gloried through with sunset
and the warm splendor of it streamed down through the hill gaps in the
west. Matthew walked slowly with bent head; Anne, tall and erect, suited
her springing step to his.
"You've been working too hard today, Matthew," she said reproachfully.
"Why won't you take things easier?"
"Well now, I can't seem to," said Matthew, as he opened the yard gate to
let the cows through. "It's only that I'm getting old, Anne, and keep
forgetting it. Well, well, I've always worked pretty hard and I'd rather
drop in harness."
"If I had been the boy you sent for," said Anne wistfully, "I'd be able to
help you so much now and spare you in a hundred ways. I could find it in
my heart to wish I had been, just for that."
"Well now, I'd rather have you than a dozen boys, Anne," said Matthew
patting her hand. "Just mind you that—rather than a dozen boys. Well
now, I guess it wasn't a boy that took the Avery scholarship, was it? It
was a girl—my girl—my girl that I'm proud of."
He smiled his shy smile at her as he went into the yard. Anne took the
memory of it with her when she went to her room that night and sat for a
long while at her open window, thinking of the past and dreaming of the
future. Outside the Snow Queen was mistily white in the moonshine; the
frogs were singing in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope. Anne always
remembered the silvery, peaceful beauty and fragrant calm of that night.
It was the last night before sorrow touched her life; and no life is ever
quite the same again when once that cold, sanctifying touch has been laid