Summary: Diecinueve (19)
A thousand questions pushed through my
mind, but the Voice within me did not answer. There was only silence.
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On Easter Sunday, Antonio takes his first Communion and
waits for God to answer the questions that haunt him. However, only
silence rings inside his head.
Summary: Veinte (20)
Antonio continues to attend confession and Communion,
but the answers still do not come. The boys from town begin to have
gang fights with the boys from Los Jaros. Antonio, who lives between
the town and Los Jaros, is caught in the middle. On the last day
of school, Antonio calls to Vitamin Kid to race him across the bridge. However,
the Vitamin Kid is walking with a girl named Ida, and he expresses
no interest in racing.
There is a rumor that Tenorio’s sick daughter is near
death. Téllez, a rancher from Agua Negra, comes to Ultima to ask
help in lifting a curse on his home. Pots and pans fly across the
room in his home. Stones rain from the sky. A priest has blessed
their house, but the blessing has not been effective. Antonio wonders
how an almighty God has again failed to dispel evil. Ultima states
that many years ago, Téllez’s grandfather hanged three Comanches
for raiding his flocks. The curse has awakened the ghosts to force
them to do wrong. Gabriel accepts responsibility for interfering
with destiny if Ultima helps his friends.
Gabriel and Antonio accompany Ultima to Agua
Negra. Antonio realizes that María teaches him that every man is
tied to the earth in his need for nourishment and security, but
Ultima and Gabriel teach him that the land serves a more spiritual
function: immortality comes from freedom, and freedom is nourished by
the land, air, and sea.
When they arrive, Ultima instructs Antonio and Gabriel
to build a platform in the yard and to cover it with juniper branches.
Ultima asks Gabriel to place three bundles on the platform and set
it all on fire. Gabriel informs Antonio that his father once told
him that the Comanche burned their dead on platforms like this.
When the platform is burned completely, Ultima declares that the
curse is lifted. Téllez mentions that a month earlier he challenged
Tenorio for speaking badly of Ultima. Soon thereafter, the evil
things began to occur in his home.
That night, Antonio dreams that his brothers call for
him to give them rest from their restless sea-blood. Antonio replies
that he cannot help them. He baits his hook with their livers and
begins to fish in the river. They continue to cry out, so he unbaits
his hook and throws their livers into the River of the Carp. Finally,
they rest.
Summary: Veintiuno (21)
Antonio and Cico decide the time is right to take Florence
to see the golden carp. Antonio confesses his doubts about the God
of the Catholic Church. Cico explains that there are many gods,
and that Antonio’s god is jealous. Antonio will have to choose between
the carp and the God of the Church. They find their friends waving excitedly
at them next to the shores of the Blue Lake in the section where
swimming is forbidden. Horse shouts that Florence hasn’t emerged
from the water. Just as Cico prepares to dive for Florence, Florence’s
body floats to the surface. Antonio prays the Act of Contrition
over Florence’s body but despairs that it is useless because Florence
never believed. When the lifeguards finally arrive, Horse and the
others lie and say they tried to persuade Florence not to swim in
the forbidden area. Sickened, Antonio runs along the river.
Analysis: Diecinueve–Ventiuno (19–21)
Antonio’s intensified religious doubts illustrate the
extent to which he had pegged his hope for moral understanding on
a miraculous epiphany during his Communion. His disillusionment
indicates the degree to which Antonio is still a child, even if
he is an unusually thoughtful and morally curious one. It is naïve,
of course, for him to think that the act of receiving Communion
might revolutionize his moral understanding of the world, but his
power of understanding and belief is still so strong that he is
able to convince himself completely. However, his childlike faith
takes a blow after his disappointment. After repeated failures to
receive God’s explanation of the existence of evil, Antonio even
ventures the thought that God himself does not exist. His faith
in God is further challenged when Ultima is able to lift the curse
on Téllez’s home, an act a priest failed spectacularly to accomplish.
The novel describes the process of entering adolescence
as involving a loss that is to be mourned, but to which children
must resign themselves. Antonio senses that his friends are also
undergoing a lot of change, and this section begins to dramatize
the turmoil of adolescence, symbolizing the fact that Antonio really
is growing up. Like all the book’s depicted life changes, adolescence
brings a share of loss and regret, as we see when the Vitamin Kid
does not want to race anymore and when Antonio mourns the loss of
“something good.” Nevertheless, he accepts the changes
in his friends and his relationship with them as inevitable, indicating
his broad perspective and his courageous determination to adapt
to the changes he faces.
Antonio’s despair of understanding why evil exists actually
leads him to greater spiritual understanding. As a result of his
failed religious inquiry, Antonio finds a sort of peace in his spiritual
relationship with the land and nature. He owes his multifaceted appreciation
of these things to the different influences of his mother, his father,
and Ultima. Antonio has finally achieved a kind of harmony regarding
his radically different heritages. His ability to enjoy peacefully
the land’s beauty provides him with respite from the unanswerable
question of evil. He also finds respite in the multiplicity of religious
traditions: at the moment his confidence in Catholicism wanes to
almost nothing, Antonio begins going again with Cico to wait for
the golden carp. While watching the golden carp, Antonio achieves
a sense of peace that Catholicism does not give him. The golden
carp allows him to appreciate the beauty of the moment, soothing
his constant anxiety regarding the existence of evil; the power
of the carp to soothe him indicates that, as Ultima believes, the
idea of a religious tradition is not an all-or-nothing principle.
It is possible to appreciate the truths that lie within a tradition
of Catholicism without being utterly devastated when they prove
incomplete, because there are other traditions in the world, and
each can answer questions that the others leave blank.
Antonio assumes the role of a priest for the third time,
and this time signals his final loss of hope in the Catholic church.
Tragically, Florence dies just before Antonio and Cico can initiate
him into the religion of the golden carp. In this scene, Antonio
performs as a priest by reciting the Act of Final Contrition for
Florence, but he has no sense of hope while he does so. In addition
to the tragedy of seeing a friend die, Antonio is also exposed to
the nastier side of human moral weakness when the lifeguard on duty
yells at the boys for ruining his “perfect record.”
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