am glad you are no relation of mine. I will never call you aunt
again as long as I live. I will never come to visit you when I am
grown up; and if any one asks me how I liked you, and how you treated
me, I will say the very thought of you makes me sick, and that you
treated me with miserable cruelty. . . . You think I have no feelings,
and that I can do without one bit of love or kindness; but I cannot
live so: and you have no pity. I shall remember how you thrust me
back . . . into the red-room. . . . And that punishment you made
me suffer because your wicked boy struck me—knocked me down for
nothing. I will tell anybody who asks me questions this exact tale.
’Ere I had finished this reply, my soul began to expand, to exult,
with the strangest sense of freedom, of triumph, I ever felt. It
seemed as if an invisible bond had burst, and that I had struggled
out into unhoped-for liberty. . . .
This quotation, part of Jane’s outburst
to her aunt just prior to her departure from Gateshead for Lowood
School, appears in Chapter 4. In the passage,
Jane solidifies her own orphanhood, severing her ties to the little
semblance of family that remained to her (“I will never call you
aunt again as long as I live,” she tells Mrs. Reed). Jane asserts
her fiery spirit in her tirade, and she displays a keen sense of justice
and a recognition of her need for love. Along with familial liberation,
the passage marks Jane’s emotional liberation. Jane’s imprisonment
in the red-room has its psychological counterpart in her emotional
suppression, and it is not until she speaks these words to Mrs.
Reed that she feels her “soul begin to expand.” Lastly, the passage
highlights the importance of storytelling as revenge and also as
a means of empowerment. Jane declares that she will “tell anybody
who asks me questions this exact tale”—via authorship, Jane asserts
her authority over and against her tyrannical aunt.