Thus I fled, ridiculous hairy creature torn apart by poetry—crawling, whimpering, streaming tears, across the world like a two-headed beast, like mixed-up lamb and kid at the tail of a baffled, indifferent ewe—and I gnashed my teeth and clutched the sides of my head as if to heal the split, but I couldn’t.
Here, at the end of Chapter 3,
Grendel reacts to hearing the Shaper’s song for the first time.
The lines—directly quoted from the opening of Beowulf—divide
Grendel into two halves. This split Grendel, clutching his head
in mental agony, foreshadows the division he later feels when he
attempts to reconcile the opposing views of the Shaper and the dragon.
The Shaper and the dragon inspire very different reactions in Grendel:
the Shaper inspires incredible emotion, while the dragon appeals
to Grendel’s rational mind and logical reasoning. The portrayal
in this passage of Grendel as a beastlike, barely verbal fiend comes
straight out of Beowulf, and it contrasts with
the articulate, self-aware creature we have seen thus far. The Shaper’s
ability to immediately transform Grendel suggests the power that
the Beowulf story, as told by the humans, will
have over Grendel’s life in the future. Grendel, before even hearing
what part he will play in these human stories, has internalized
the role the humans ascribe to him, turning into the crazed, instinctual
beast they expect him to be. By comparing himself to several bleating, dumb
animals, Grendel applies to himself the same criticism that he has
previously directed at the mindless animals of the forest.